Sorry it's been a while . I have been on FB lately. I haven't even been on myspace that often. So anyway, I have continued the path of being tobacco free since July 6, 2009. The first time I tried to quit I used the e cigarette for a couple days , this time I just used it maybe the first few weeks one to 3 times when I really wanted the feeling, then I dedided I would rather nothing to do with that either. So anyway it's been 86 days .

34 days smoke free so far. The only thing I really used was the first couple of weeks i used the nicotene free e cigartte for a puff here and there (maybe 6 puffs)?(didn't have tobacco or nictone, so yes I count that as smoke free)


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on July 6th 2009.. Originally I went smoke free for 3 weeks, then would just at the bar, then a couple times did again and bam started all over. Sometimes I can't believe I have been smoking for like atleast 7 years.

ever just feel like drinking.. I wasn't drinking for a while then suddenly felt like it again. weird

I went to the gym used to treadmill for 45 minutes.. 2.65 miles.. wednesday closed :( went to karoke night... had 2 cigarettes...got drunk. Weird drinking again, since for a while wasn't drinking at all. Too soon for the bar i guess... haven't had anymore since though.I think it was that I knew the people that were smoking. When I went with danny marc, tony and katlyn they didn't smoke.. so it wasn't as timpting. IT's still tempting when I see people , but more so if there is alcohol and the people with me are smoking. Tony made us chicken pot pie last night...good stuff. Tonight 1-10 again. I seriously hate that shift. Feels like such a waste..

no excuses.

ok still doing ok on cigarettes. haven't had one since jan 11,2009.. but I'm having issues with the forcing myself to go to the gym and not eat crap at work. ... my willpower sucks!

woo holidays over as. Also as of last sunday (jan 11 , 2009 at 930 that night) I have been seeing how long I can go without out smokes. Also me and TOny started going to Planet FItness for 20 bucks a month for the both of us we I have went three times so far he has went twice. after a couple of weeks it will probably get to where I feel as though I have to go .. It take that long to get "addicted" to going . Anyway how is everyone else.

just seeing how everyone has been .

ok so we bought our new house! living here about a month. still need to sell our old place because tony's sister bailed ou on it. We have a lot of the things we need just need to fix some things.

I've figured out why I keep getting sick, then getting better then to only get sick again. I wish my husband would have went to the doctor in the first place.. anyway I have strep throat.

I recently picked a new doctor. After a couple visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing 'fairly well' for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh, no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either!" Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my last doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. He looked at me and said, "Then why do you even give a shit?"

Billy-Bob and Bubba were sitting in back of their trailers shooting the breeze. Billy-Bob asked Bubba, "If I snuck ovah to yore house while you wuz out fishin an' fucked your wife, an' she got pregnant, would dat make us kin?" Bubba scratched his head for a bit then said, "I don't think so....but it sho would make us even."

Expectations"

Mary: It was supposed to be nothing more than
a good night kiss, but he instantly tried to run
his hand up under my skirt.

Jill: How forward!

Mary: Exactly! That is why I stopped him, and
he said, "Oh, Honey! Am I the first one ever
to do this to you?"

Jill: Oh, please!

Mary: I know! So I said, "I do not know; you have
not done anything yet, and at this rate you will
never get the chance either

The day we were going to pull out on our offer on the house we recieved a call saying our offer was bumped.. so the search continues.

There are four offers on the house including ours. If the house doesn't sell it goes into foreclosure on may 15th. So we're thinking will get an answer next week... the waiting game.. how fun

just wanted to say sorry i haven"t been writing as much> we are trying to get this house that already has a bid on it> so we are t rying to get financing figured out so we can get this house> it"s four bedroom two bath > all tile except bedrooms< two year old ac and sixteen hundruded sq ft> under air!

so >> for some reason the numbers won"t work> I DON"T get it or i mean caps shit key won"t work correctly> then i put it caps lock everything will be in capital letters> the numbers won"t work no matter how you do it>> so i can"t check my email> how annoying> i"m thinking this is a keyboard problem>